Random Thoughts....

Hmmmmmmm...... What to write... nothing comes in my mind or heart or soul.. or whatever it is.... still I want to write something...... 

aah.... rain.. it is raining so heavily n continuously since last few weeks that my heart is crying for sunshine... full sunshine... rain makes me sick.. depress.... ya, irritating... yes, I hate rains n most my friends knew this... n it is contradictory to me as I am nature lover too.... ohh I am!!!! I like mountains n trekking excites me more than anything.... but rains..... :( ...

I am reading 'Eleven Minutes' of  Paulo Coelho..... Story is nice n fast one... but still it makes me sad or to be precisely, it makes me thinking some times... story is keep asking about the meaning of life... destiny of life.... aah... I tried many times to get the true or real answer of these questions and like difficult questions of exams, never get the correct answers.... so I gave up... I accepted that it is my destiny to work as software engineer n not as cricketer or architect n I destined to constant travel.... not the filmy ones.. but weekly up-down to surat-mumbai.... n whatever life is giving me... someone told me.. you r not living life... life is living you... ya.. true but then... how many of you living life? 

I was never thought I would be in pune/mumbai for job someday.. I was never thought I would be MCA from prestigious college like L.D. Eng.....  I was never thought I would screwed up in 12th Standard.... Life has always some other plans for me......

What about you friends? have you planned n are you living those plans?

I ask these questions to one my friends... n he said.... you should not read Paulo Coelho anymore.... :) ...

He never read anything and he is far more happy for his current life than I am.... n still I knew, He is not doing justice to his talents....

The more you know, The more you read, The more you think.... The more you sad/depress/unsatisfied...

and that's why most of the critics/philosophers are not happy with their life.. with their world.. with real world...